
Jimmy in Saigon begins as a personal exploration into the mysterious death and radical life of Jimmy McDowell, a 24-year-old American Vietnam veteran who died as a civilian in Saigon in the 1970s. Director Peter McDowell was only five when Jimmy died, and in his quest to get to know his brother, he uncovers a hidden romance, new family ties, and secrets surrounding Jimmy’s drug use and sexuality – a story that takes viewers to Vietnam, France, and across the
United States.
In 1970, young Jimmy McDowell was drafted and sent to Vietnam, a war that would profoundly shape his life and the lives of those around him. After returning home, a yearning grew in him to return to Vietnam, driven by a quest for love and happiness.
Years later, Jimmy’s younger brother, Peter McDowell, dedicates himself to researching Jimmy’s story. His journey is not only about understanding his brother’s choices and how he died, but to find closure and peace for himself, his brother, and his family. Peter’s research and his own gay identity shed light on the deep-rooted homophobia of America and Vietnam in the 70’s.
Tragically, the story does not culminate in a happy ending. A doctor who treated Jimmy revealed that his death may have been preventable had he received care just a day sooner. This heartbreaking reality underscores the systemic issues in both healthcare and societal acceptance of homosexuality at the time. If there had been more understanding and acceptance of Jimmy’s identity, he and the man believed to be his lover may have possibly been able to live a fulfilled and happy life together.
This film portrays the complexities of love, acceptance, and societal constraints. Though it’s not easy to watch, it provides a poignant glimpse into the short life of a young man whose sole desire was to be loved and accepted and I was glad I could share in a part of Jimmy’s story. We still have a long way to go in understanding and embracing human diversity.
Selected Festivals and Awards
BFI Flare: London LGBTQIA+ Film Festival *World Premiere*
Frameline Int’l LGBTQ+ Film Festival San Francisco
Bentonville Film Festival, Arkansas
Athens Int’l Film Fest. Greece
Reeling: The Chicago Int’l LGBTQ+ Film Festival *Audience Award*
GAZE Int’l LGBT Film Festival Dublin *Best Documentary
DIRECTED BY:
Peter McDowell
EXECUTIVE PRODUCER:
Dan Savage
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